Sabatoge

Dear Carrie...

First off you need to listen to the song title by Kristina Debarge, sorta how im feeling rite now....damn it i hate being such a flirt sometimes! So fall has brought a whole new can of worms out....not sure if its bc the weather is typically what summer would bring but life is crazy.

I need to keep reminding me of all those lessons we called out on those other foolish females (you know the ones we point and laugh at) ha

The song is pretty much what im gonna do if im not careful, i'm sabatoging myself and relationship....remind me again how stupid that is, cause saying to myself hasnt been completly effective yet!

I feel so hypocrital...but alas i love a hot boy that gets my blood boiling!ha And is it boiling...ha

Anyway, Char is moving in soon so i am looking forward to the calm and level headed energy she will bring with her. I need to have that rite now! It seems as tho she is doing good and staying free from rover(since he is such a dog it seemed fitting)lol

I am curious to hear how you are doin tho? How is that crazy city treating you? I am interested to know if you and FP are still hanging on.....

oh forgot to mention that FD is back around...weather changes and he pops rite up....he seems to go into heat when the ice goes in!haha He asked about you....thinks we should both visit him!ha...what a dork, and i totally played it up,lol

catch you later!
miss you so much!
no lessons today

Sam